Mom,
It has been nearly 2 months since you past and I want to say it's getting easier but it's not. I have all these great memories of you and with you that I keep recalling. I know you told me many times that this day was coming but I never thought so soon, the happiest things I remember was just spending time with you and going on our mini vacations to vegas or where ever. I started laughing

Mom,
It has been nearly 2 months since you past and I want to say it's getting easier but it's not. I have all these great memories of you and with you that I keep recalling. I know you told me many times that this day was coming but I never thought so soon, the happiest things I remember was just spending time with you and going on our mini vacations to vegas or where ever. I started laughing about that time you flooded the suite with the jacuzzi that was too funny I'm going to miss you and your silly-ness We were too goof balls that loved each other unconditionally sure we had our rough patches like any mother and son would but we never stopped loving each other. You told me that with time the pain will get easier... well I hope so because it really hurts not having you here to tell about my day or listen about yours. I just got the flu less than a month ago and it was hard not having you there to take care of me even thought I wouldn't have let you because you know how stubborn I am but just knowing you're there would have made me feel better there is not love that can replace a mother's love except maybe your own child(s). I hope one day we reunite and are back together but for now enjoy being home with God and Grandma and I'm trying to be happy for you but I'm still selfish and wish you were still here...but I can say this I'm happy you're no longer suffering and no one can hurt you any more. I know you know now for sure that I love you and always have despite what you thought at times I never gave up on you and and you never gave up on me. I will always love you and you will always with in my heart in mind along with God and Grandma. Give Grandma a hug and kiss for me and I'll see you both soon!

Even though I only knew Pam for a short while, it felt as if I had known her all of my life. When I met her, I knew that we would be friends, and I am so grateful to have had that little time to spend with her, she touch me and my life, and I will never forget her and her warm smile, thank you Pam.